Sunday, June 3, 2007

meteor garden commentaries

i rewatched meteor garden again to see whether i was completely dense for liking the Dao characted less and liking Lei more. But i guess, i'd remain one of those girls (the minority), who will always find taciturn and snobbish thrilling and enigmatic and not get attracted to a guy with bronze body and deep dimples.

smart up

maybe i like making mistakes
and wishing me death
and i like the throbbing inside my head
or maybe i like to excuse myself
for drinking too much tequila, instead
and starting smoking dope
at such a late rate
or maybe i just really like eating my cake
and loving people who are fake
and then getting distressed
as if my heart is being pulled from my chest.

or maybe i just don't really learn
i have an addiction on getting burned
or i like scratching my wounds
and see it bleed again, actually hurts
but makes me feel good
maybe i could be diagnosed as a masochist
or maybe i just like those who are sadist.
do i really have to smart up now
cause i'm supposed to be a grown up
but forgot somehow.

kung magmamahal ka ng iba

kung magmamahal ka ng iba
magagalit ako
ngunit maiintindihan kita
at ang puso mo'y palalayain
gayon naman pala'y hindi ka na sa akin
hahayaan na kita
kung may mahal ka ng iba.

ngunit kung iyong sasabihin
na wala lang siya sa iyo
hindi kita maiintindihan sinta
at ang iyong pagkatao ay huhusgahan ko na
titimbangin ang pag-ibig na sinasasabi mong akin
na kaya mong ipagpalit sa wala lang.